My ('Chancz Prowess') Tour of Duty when my mind confronted me with it | Everyone has something thay had to conquer.  Yes?

NOTE: Creatives. We are some of the worst with handling those Voices. The smallest of things could trigger something we would never think possible to consider. Yes?

Not in all cases but in many-
Lacking Cracking Fitting into society (or into your own personal sense of Self-esteem ) in a VIABLE way gives rise to Self Doubt, Depression... etc.  I don't know about women but, a man treats everything outside of him how he feels about himself on the inside... about his viability regarding one or multiple things.

Deep Dive.
I've had the conversation with myself to discover why I didn't listen to that NEGATIVE VOICE that asked me (when I was a younger man) why not just end it? Suicide was the last thing on my mind yet It popped up in my mind.  And it hit me only because of having a moment of feeling somehow incomplete or that life was not listening to how I wanted to work with my existence.  I felt like, my inner self was letting the person on the outside of me down. (Or something like that).  I had that odd out of nowhere thought once.  But then there's this--- Outside of myself, nobody can bring me down.  My self esteem was made high due to activities that convinced me that I am Viable and that all I ever need to do is Know what brings me Joy and exist there.  

INTERJECTION: Dominating in sports became the Self-esteem measuring stick that convince me that I can be equal good at anything else that similarly inspired me.  I deemed myself to be a Street Legend and have my fare share of folks who will back me up on that distinction.  Having that as my backdrop- It's absolutely why I am Supremely Confident in everything I'm inspired by! (I'm so sure that- Sports, Music, Creative Endeavors, etc- becoming convince at those things bleeds into every other thing.  Yes, No?)

I also learned about myself- Once I attach my high self esteem to breaking through the second egg of being deemed a Viable Contributor of Society because of my choice to matter in society, I reached a protective level of knowing; applied knowledge/Wisdom that was just right for me and the balance I needed. I knew I was viable (in general) upon learning how many others I already beat out just getting to be born.  Really think about those odds. But learning how to break through the egg to gain viability after birth... that took some doing.  Things I've been through gave me choices. Choices I've made Gave me knowledge. Apply that knowledge in a beneficial way gave me Wisdom. Earning what brings my Joy gave me ('Life After Birth') VIABILITY.  If society crashed today- It wouldn't take me long to Lead My Life (and those I care for) back to Viability.   I Just Reached the ability to call myself truly Wise. (...Within My own Planet of Me)

I'll leave you with this abstract thought-
What if the MOON is an earth of Yester-YEAR and simply sits there as a reminder of where we're headed.  Think about what you're seeing on the Moon.  Think of those Big & Smaller Craters like this--- Those who have massive bombs/weapons, hit its target and created the large Craters.  Those with lessor Fire power may have only created those smaller craters but it all contributed to the vapors that... Never Mind. (#QQNeverMind).  This answer is more viable than saying something hit the moon yet, where is even a fragment of evidence that remotely support that #Plutocratic Based Conjecture. (#QQPlutocracy)

It's a reminder of what we'll become if we can't... Never Mind.

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